Cynthia Ahmar

ARE YOU:
1. A Cuddler? Yes
2. A morning person? No. >.<
3. Short? Yes
4. In your pajamas? No, although I wish I was.
5. Left handed? For certain things. I was almost ambidextrous as a kid, some things I still do better with the left hand.

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Three (or was it four?) weeks ago, David.
2. Talked to on the phone: Same timeframe as above, David.
3. Friend you texted: I don't text.
5. Was today better than yesterday? Considering today isn't over yet... but perhaps nothing can beat my auction finds of yesterday.

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 8 (it is the number for luck and money, after all)

2. Season: Summer

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: Do you like anybody right now? More like I always have.

Q: What was the first thing you said this morning? What the hell...? Damn it. (didn't hear the alarm go off)

Q: Do you have anything bothering you? Plenty, yes.

Q: What’s the last movie you watched and who’d you watch it with? On TV, or what? I don't remember the title, I watched it near the end, and alone, but it was a movie about a man who kidnaps two kids and keeps them locked in a room because he and his wife want kids.

Q: Where is the last place you went? To work, two days ago.

Q: Do you smile often?: No

Q: Do you wish upon stars? I guess. Been a while though.

Q: Are you a friendly person?: Yes, though a bit cynical.

Q:Where did you sleep last night? In my bed.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?: Black (turtleneck sweater)

Q: When was the last time you cried? Two or three days ago, I think.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night? I wanted to dream of .hack. Also, couldn't find a comfortable position.

Q: What are you about to do? Nothing, since I'm at work and it's slow right now.

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10? 2. Life sucks, but at least I have some cool auction items on the way.

Q: What do you hear right now? Nothing, office is quiet, unless the hum of the computer counts.

Q: If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be? Pepsi

Q: DOES ANYTHING HURT RIGHT NOW? Physically, my lower back; otherwise, yes.

Q: What’s your favorite month? June, it has perfect weather.

Q: What’s your favorite bottled water? Don't have a preference.

Q: Have a best friend? Don't think so.

Q: How many kids do you want/have? I don't want to bear any myself, but I'd like to adopt two.

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. Are you missing someone right now? Always
2. Are you happy?: No
3. Are you talking to anyone right now? Yes
4. Are you bored? Yes
5. Are you German?: No
6. Are you Irish?: No
7. Are you Asian?: West Asian.
8. Are you Bosnian?: No
9. Are your parents still married?: Yes
10. Do you like someone right now? Always have.

TEN FACTS.
1. Hometown: Beyrouth, Lebanon. (because Canada is no decent hometown)
3. Height: 5'2"
4. Hair style: Thick ponytail
6. Birthday: June 16th 1980
7. Mood: Does cynical count?
8. Sex: Female
9. Available?: Yes
10. Lefty/righty: Righty, but some things I do better with my left hand.

TEN THINGS:
1. Love or lust?: Love
3. Cats or dogs?: Dogs
4. homeboys or homegirls? I'm gonna say homeboys, if only because girls are generally more slutty.
5. Television or internet?: Internet
6. Pepsi or coke?: Pepsi
9. Night or day?: Night
10. AIM or phone?: AIM

TEN HAVE Y0U EVERS
1. Been caught sneaking out?: Yes
3. Done something you regret: Yes, and who hasn't?
4. Bungee jumped?: No
5. Been on a house boat?: No, but it sounds very interesting.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?: If you mean an entire piece of candy, yeah, but an entire package of jaw breakers by myself? I doubt it.
7. Wanted something so badly it hurt?: Yes, though most of the time when something like that physically hurts, it's a deeper emotion than merely "wanting".
8. Cheated on someone?: No
9. Been cheated on?: No, but I've been lied to. I guess that counts.
10. Have you ever used "Your face" as a comeback? No, but it sounds like a strange one.



SAY EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND DON'T CHANGE IT.
1. You & your ex:
The one I'm still in love with, not my teenage crush: yes, I was still in love with him years after, and it's nothing to make fun of, and he's an ass for lying to me about caring about me.

2. I am listening to:
Mostly D.Gray-Man mp3s. Last thing I listened to was the TV size version of the newest ED, Wish. I still prefer Anata go Koko ni Iru Riyuu.

3. Maybe I should:
Study law.

4. I love:
Manga and anime.

5. I don't understand:
Why life is such a bitch to me.

7. I last licked:
Uhh... Your tongue touches anything you eat, but if you're talking about actual licking, it was a piece of Caramilk.

8. The meaning of my display name is:
My LJ one? My absolute favorite manga character to date is Tokyo Babylon's Subaru. I prefer him in TB than in X. Since "kun" was taken as a suffix, I took "san".

-IS YOUR/ARE YOU-
1. Is your hair wet now? No
3. Do you miss someone? Always
4. Are you wearing chapstick?: Yes
5. Are you tired? A little.
6. Are you wearing pajamas? No
7. Are you mad? No
8. Are you upset? Not at the moment.

HAVE YOU
1. Recently done anything you regret?: Yes, and anyone who claims otherwise is lying.
2. Ever lied?: Yes, and anyone who claims otherwise is lying.
4. Have you ever hit someone?: Yes, and anyone who claims otherwise is lying.
5. Ever tripped over your own feet? Yes, and anyone who claims otherwise is lying.

TODAY HAVE YOU:
1. Have you cursed?: Yes
2. Have you gotten mad at someone? Not yet.

RANDOM
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A: There always is.

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A : Yes, two.

Q: Do you want children?
A: Yes. Two, adopted.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: No

Q: What is more difficult for you; looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
A: It's harder to tell someone something, I find, and even harder to look them in the eye while saying it. But once someone's talking to you, it's almost impossible not to look them in the eye, so in that sense, that's easier.

Q: You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have a limited amount of time to live. What do you do with your remaining days?
A: Whatever I happen to feel like doing. Probably buy every rare anime/manga item out there that I'm interested in, and download and watch episodes of every series I've ever considered watching but hadn't gotten around to doing it.

Q: Would you be afraid?
A: Not really. The prospect of death is not frightening, I only fear the thought of a painful death.

Q: Say someone you really cared about died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you?
A: No way. Totally not worth it.

Q: When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
A: I do so every day.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: Only if I can't take them off otherwise.

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: No, but I don't hate it either.

Q: Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
A: My brother's.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing right now?
A: Black (turtleneck sweater)

Q: What were you doing at 7PM yesterday?
A: I think I was re-reading a scanlation of one of the volumes of X. Got the urge to re-read this series yesterday, all of a sudden.

Q: I can't wait till:
A: I get married, I guess, since that's the ultimate security.

Q: What would you rather be called?
A: I do love the name Tsukasa. Supposedly an ambiguous name, even though it seems to be used mostly for males.

Q: When did you cry last?
A: Two or three days ago, I think.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Yes, if cynical.

Q: Do you have any pets?
A: Used to, don't now.